I walked in the Spirit for twenty years, was constantly treated like I was the crazy one, and thinking myself that perhaps I was crazy.

It wasn’t until I read Watchman Nee that I understood theologically what I had been experiencing. What I experience should be normal, not crazy.

The communication gap is real. When I read Nee or Tozer, it confirms my experience. When others read the same words, they think it is good stuff, but they really have no clue. They are not bad people. Just ignorant of a life that would bring peace and joy and fulfill who they were made to be.

I just want some way to bridge that gap.