Time flies. Way too fast. And I can’t seem to keep up. Today I feel down.

The despair goes a little deeper, questioning who I am. I think it is just pressure I put on myself, not pressure from the world or pressure from heaven.

Who am I in Christ? Lord, Jesus, hold me.

Do I have faith? Am I afraid? At church yesterday — he talked about the fear that Moses had. Do I say yes, and then live no? Moses said no five times, and then lived his yes.

Who am I? I am a child of God. But does it matter who I am? God is I Am.

“For all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, ‘Abba! Father!’ The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God.” — Romans 8:14-17