i am crushed by the weight of it all
but you carry me
you carry my load
I can not do it without your strength
I fall
I hurt
I cannot move on

You are my Lord
You are my God
I worship you
Through it All

Raise me up
I am dead without you
Raise me up
That I may live for you
Raise me up
That I may sing your praises
Raise me up
My Lord and My God

I’m all alone
Buried deep in my concerns
Can anybody understand me
I just want to love
And help those all around me
Know that you are my God

But I am afraid
Afraid of this world
Afraid of the evil
afraid of the others
I am afraid to live this life without you

I know you are here
Yet I doubt
I fall on my knees
I raise my arms to worship you
But am I even really here
What is this world around me
How can I know you are real

And yet I fall on my knees
I raise my hands to worship you

I fail to be me
I fail to be who you called
I fail to do your work
I fail

And yet I fall on my knees
I raise my hands to worship you

I am made to worship you
I am made to worship you

Do I need anything else

What am I called to do

I want to be obedient to you
I want you to work through me
I want to love
I want to bring peace

But how can I love without you
I am desperate for you
I am nothing without you

My Lord and My God
I fall on my knees
I hold my head
I cry to you
Lord I do not want to change
Lord help me want to change
I give my life to you
I give my will to you
Change me
Make me yours
I cannot do it
It is all up to you

You are my Lord
You are my God
I am dead without you
I am nothing without you
I give my life to you
For you to change
For you to have
My Lord. Take me. Make me yours.
Do not let me hide.
Do not let me run.
Carry me. Hold me.
I will fail. Make me yours.

My Lord My God My Savior
How can I continue on
Fill me
Love me
Move me
Hold me
Carry me
You be my action
You be my words
You be my thoughts
Take my life
Make it yours
I cannot do it
I cannot love you
I cannot follow you
Take me, I am yours

I am lost
So I cry out to you
Come and rescue me
Rescue me if you can
I have given up hope
I give it all to you
My Lord
Take all of me

I do not know who I am
How can I know who you are
I am lost
I am in despair
I give it all to you

I come to you for peace in crisis
At the same time questioning whether you exist
The peace comes,
Lord calm me
Lord hold me
If I doubt will he still come
How can this be
My Lord is My God, My Savior
But my savior from what
I am scared
My life comes crashing down
Is this Gods plan
Will I be stronger on the other side
I trust him
How can I doubt
How does that make any sense
Go hold me even in my unbelief
Hold me tight
Your will, Lord

The hormones in my body take over
Sow fear, sow doubt
I am scared
Lord hold me up
I trust in you
I cling to your promises
Lord you will walk with me
Through this shadow of death
Even though I am weak
Because I am weak

My Lord,
My God,
My Savior

How I love you
How I worship you
Even through this moment of crushing fear
Give me courage to continue
Give me courage to believe

And there is a glimmer of hope
And promises I make that I know I can’t keep
I’ll be different
But I won’t
But I’ll continue to trust you
I can count on you even when I cannot count on me
You are my God
You are my stronghold
You are my strength
I worship you
I praise you
Lord carry me on

And my doubt is as strong in the answer as in the problem
Am I a fool
How can I know and doubt
Lord show me your greatness
And remove all of my doubt
Let me know you
More than I ever have

I praise you my Lord
You carried me through
You are true
You are strong
You hold me up
… and yet i still doubt.

You are amazing.